I Love You

I learned about love from you,
Watching your caring ways.
I learned about joy from you
In fun-filled yesterdays.

From you I learned forgiving
Of faults both big and small.
I learned what I know about living
From you, as you gave life your all.

The example you set is still with me
I'd never want any other.
I'm thankful for all that you taught me,
And I'm blessed to call you "Mother

Even though i can't see you
I know I am blessed by you
I do miss you
I love you my mom

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She won't cry but...

Her head hung low,
her heart beat fast.
But when he walked out of the room,
She raised her head high.
Maybe she'll get over him,
Maybe she wont cry.

It's been a long time now,
People say she should move on,
But she just can't get over him.

They talk about the time,
When they shared all that love

But nobody understands,
Why she's still in love.

She falls to the ground,
And try's to get back up,
But the fear keeps pushing her down.
Will she ever escape the memory of his love?

Her wings are torn and tattered,
Her aura slipping low.
But they say one day she will rise again,
As only the Fallen Angel can.

Dedicated to my best pal & her audacity, fortitude & valor. God bless her & my wishes come from the core of my heart.

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Still the remedy

You have stolen my being, my identity.
By making me imbibe the wine of love
you have intoxicated me.

With one glance, my free wandering spirit
has been captured by you.

I gave my life to you, my very substance;
you took my tears without glancing back.

You carried the soul from my body
and yet you are still part of that soul;
you inflicted pain, but are still the remedy.

You destroyed the kingdom of my heart
with the sword of coquetry,
but are still its sovereign ruler.

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Can't u come back Mom?

Mom, I miss you so very much
On every night & Day;
& not just then, but every moment,
Since you went away.

You were the center of my life
before your soul passed on;
it’s just so hard for me to believe,
that you are really gone.

My wonderful memories, Mom, of you
are the things that will comfort & save me
I look up at you, sweet Mom,
as you look at me from above .

Now, since I lost my way ,
& it's darkness all the way ;
As I feel abandoned & orphaned ,
Can’t you come back?
& show me the way ,

As I woke up scared ,
Come & hold me close to you;
So many things to be shared ,
All I need is you .

Can’t you come back?

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Free from the bonds of the two worlds

May your charming face ever shine like the full moon;
May you hold eternal sways over the domains of beauty.
By your amorous glance you have killed a poor man like me;
How magnanimous of you? May God give you a long life

Pray do not be cruel lest you should feel ashamed of yourself
before your lovers on the Day of Judgment.
I shall be set free from the bonds of the two worlds
if you become my companion for a while.

By your wanton playfulness you must have destroyed
Thousands of hearts of lovers like that of mine

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I walk alone in darkness

Purity once had a name,
and splendour a face.
Life had meaning,
and I felt content.

I had freedom to laugh
and lived in bliss,
sharing love
with my soulmate;
I felt at home by her side.

But all too soon this ended.
Although her grace and beauty
were all I ever wanted
and I willed our love to last,
Fate maybe had another plan,
or perhaps, another had her love?

My happiness and joy were gone.
All memories of love died away;
now I walk alone with no light
to guide my way in the darkness.

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I still yearn for you

Meeting you
was pure destiny,
You and I
were meant to be.

May be not now
but someday soon,
We'll meet not under the sun
but beneath the moon.
cry, complain & romance till dawn

We'll watch the stars'
till they fade away,
but we won't fade
together we'll always stay.

This is the day
I'm waiting for,
from that day
I'll love you more and more.

I can't wait to watch
the sun set with you,
every sunset from that day
'till the rest of our lives are through.
I still yearn for you.....

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I shall keep my heart silent

Don’t overlook my misery by fluttering your eyes,
and weaving tales; My patience has over-brimmed.
O sweetheart, why don’t you clasp me to your heart
like in the long curls of the night we separated,
after the short lived day of our union?

How will I pass the dark dungeon night
without your face before me,.
Suddenly, using a thousand wiles,
those enchanting eyes robbed me
of my tranquil mind;

Who would explain this to my darling?
Tossed and bewildered, like a flickering candle,
I roam about in the fire of love;
sleepless eyes, restless body.
She neither comes, nor sends any message.

In honour of the day, should I meet my beloved
again, the one who has lured me so long,
I shall keep my heart silent
and so get a chance to practise her trickery.

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पता नहीं अब कब रोऊँगा अगली बार

स्वाद चखा कल आँसू का जब बरसों बाद।
आया समन्दर का खारापन मुझको याद।।
दिल का दर्द पिघलकर बाहर आया था;
बहने दिया मैंने भी खुलकर बरसों बाद।

बहुत ज़रूरी है जीवन में रोना भी;
सीखा यारों मैंने जाकर ये बरसों बाद।
अश्कों ने धो डाला दिल के घावों को;
आज मिली कुछ राहत मुझको बरसों बाद।

वैसे तो रोना फितरत है हसीनों की;
सीख लो उनसे ये गर रहना है आबाद।
पता नहीं अब कब रोऊँगा अगली बार;
शायद बहेगा मन का नमक फिर बरसों बाद।

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जो पल बीते साथ तुम्हारे

रिश्ते टूटे बंधन टूटे सजने वाले दर्पण टूटे
सब कुछ तोड़ के बेशक जाना लेकिन पहले यह तो बताना
जो पल बीते साथ तुम्हारे उनसे पीछा कैसे छूटे

हॅस्ते हुए रहते थे हम, रोते हुए जीने लगे
खुशिया हुई मन से विदा, गम में तेरे मरने लगे

लोग करेंगे क्या क्या बातें, याद हैं सावन की बरसातें
जो पल भीगे साथ तुम्हारे, उनसे पीछा कैसे छूटे

कहती हैं शाम यह क्या हुआ नगमा कोई गाते नही
गुलशन ने भी पूछा मुझसे अब तुम दोनो आते नही

मुश्किल हैं कितना यह समझाना, टूटे दिल का दर्द छुपाना
जो पल महके साथ तुम्हारे उनकी खुश्बू कैसे छूटे

रिश्ते टूटे बंधन टूटे सजने वाले दर्पण टूटे

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You don't deserve my tears

For eight months I have waited
And held all my tears
But last night I let them flow
I never again wanted to cry for you
Because of what you did
You don't deserve my tears

Because of what you did
I Gave up
I find no hope in humanity
Because of what you did
I see no love in a heart
I look for the corruption
Because of what you did
I no longer care
I try not to feel
I try not to cry
You don't deserve my tears

Because of what you did
I lost the only thing that made me happy
You were what got me through each day
But because of what you did
I don't know what to do

All that is left is tears
Tears that have been waiting to fall
Waiting for me to break
Waiting for me to admit
That I miss your love
But you don't deserve me

Because of what you did
I am now lost
Alone without you or anybody else
You don't deserve my tears
But I still cry for you

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हम को इस घर में जानता है कोई

दिन कुछ ऐसे गुजारता है कोई
जैसे एहसान उतारता है कोई

आईना देख के तसल्ली हुई
हम को इस घर में जानता है कोई

पक गया है शजर पे फल शायद
फिर से पत्थर उछालता है कोई

फिर नजर में लहू के छींटे हैं
तुम को शायद मुघालता है कोई

देर से गूँजतें हैं सन्नाटे
जैसे हम को पुकारता है कोई

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Miss NUCLEUS

An ion who once held my bond
accelerated far beyond.
As my potential stayed at ground,
she cyclotronned around and round.


After an eternity,
this proton has returned to me.
Why so long? Lorentz contraction?
Or just diffraction and distraction?


Regardless, I'm excited to embrace
her positively charged-up space.
But it seems that she attracts a crowd:
her head's in an electron cloud.


Miss NUCLEUS is hard to see
when swimming in her electron sea.
As leptons leap around the belle,
I can't break through the outer Shel.

Yes, I am bondless, gassy, noble.
Interactions make me mobile.
My charge repulsion, to be frank,
is so large I'd rather walk the Planck.


I know her spacetime line is steep,
with state transitions she must keep.
But just a quantum of her time
to pair up with her friend in rhyme?

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Remember a time

There was a time when I needed you desperately.
Because I was so alone, and you were the only one who could reach me.

There was a time when I felt I could face any challenge
Because you were there with me.

Now I see that you need someone you can get close to
Who won't fall apart if you need to go.

I remember a time, not so long ago, when I felt afraid
To be apart from you.

I worried that if you left,
I'd find nobody else.

Today I feel I can either be close to you,
Or let you go
And I'll be fine.

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Memory Lane

Was walking down memory lane,

Was walking on the beach,

Throttling the feelings of pain,

Keeping doubts out of reach.

Had a look at the sands of time

The hours when time itself stood still,

Could hear distant bells chime,

And I was walking while I still stood still.

Felt the heat of the sun beating,

Could sense an awe that the past left,

Saw the sheath of life fleeting,

Glimpses of what was there were best.

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Let it Fall

One more anti-hero worshipfrom the depthsof some enigmatic fool

that left the suburbsfor the open fieldsof post modern flight from hell.

No, not from the quakesor the rumblings of racism,

that stench we all tendto want to get rid of,

but the fact that therewere just too many things wrong.

So off I went to the lastjourney of my youth,

through the pubs and alleysof Los Angeles that servedmany nights of reckless talk

and the establishment be damned.There goes Happy House,

Screamand all those open up at 10 pmparty houses,

where you paid 5 bucksto drink yourself to life,

and walk out Saturday morning at 6 amlike the kind demons we were.

And dance the pain that we hadkept for the weekand wonder what 30 would be like

and if the Virgin Pruneswere right about"If I die I die".

But then, that love in your soulthe one that makes you write

and pour out those false indignities that caress your heart

and mindfor after all we've been throughstars have their moments and then they die.

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World Without You

I can never fathom, A world without you,

I only see your Kingdom kissing me, I love the success we shared,

You and me, Eventually I found redemption of you,

Me and you, Where I perceive nature's beauty,

This is the revelation, World without you is insanity,

World without you is sadness, World without you is no world,

World without you is all ugly, World without you is foolisness,

World with you is Beauty Unfathomable,

World with you is their envy, World with you their hatred,

World with you is their cofusion,

World with you made them raise hell,

World with you we are even more than conquerer's.

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चेहरे पर अरुणाई

जहाँ भी देखूँ तुम्हीं हो हर ओरप्रतीक्षा के पल, फिर कहाँ किस ओर ॥
चेहरे पर अरुणाई सी खिल जातीधड़कनें स्पन्दन बन मचल
जातीयादों की बारिश में, नाचे मन मोर ॥
कब तन्हा जब साथ तुम,
बन परछाईसाथ देख तुम्हारा खुदा भी मांगे मेरी
तन्हाईमेरे हर क्षण को सजाया, तुमने चित्त चोर ॥
मेरे संग चांद भी करता रहता
इंतज़ारतेरी हर बात को उससे कहा मैंने कितनी बारफिर
भी सुनता मुस्कुराकर,
जब तक न होती भोर ॥
तुम्हारे लिए हूँ मैं शायद,
बहुत दूरतुम पर पास मेरे,
जितना आँखों के नूरमेरी साँसों को बाँधे, तेरे स्नेह की डोर ॥

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कितना हसीन होता है

कितना हसीन होता है
नवह ख्वाब ,
जो कभी-कभीयूं ही आंखो मेंउतर के आता हैबीछा के
कागज़ परसितारों के हर्फ़और चाँद के किरणों कीरोशन स्याही कोनाम ख़त का दिया जाता है ,
पता लिखा होता हैइस में उस हद काजहाँ सब गुनाह माफ़ होते हैं ,......
जुड़ता है
रिश्ता सिर्फ़ रूह से रूह काऔर सूरज से चमकते आखरसिर्फ़ मोहब्बत की जुबान होते हैं ,
बहती सी यह हवाएँ ले जाती हैख्यालों को वहाँ तक ,जहाँ लफ्जों का ........
एक गुलिस्तां सा नज़र आता हैझर जाती है
राख याद कीऔर एक घुलता हुआ धुआँसब तरफ़ फैल जाता हैऔर
तब अटकी हुई साँसों के साथएक अन्तहीन सफर,जहाँ खत्म हुआ था .....
फ़िर वही से शुरू हो जाता है !!

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स्वाद चखा आँसू का

स्वाद चखा कल आँसू का जब बरसों बाद।
आया समन्दर का खारापन मुझको याद।।
दिल का दर्द पिघलकर बाहर आया था;बहने दिया मैंने भी खुलकर बरसों बाद।
बहुत ज़रूरी है जीवन में रोना भी;सीखा यारों मैंने जाकर ये बरसों बाद।
अश्कों ने धो डाला दिल के घावों को;आज मिली कुछ राहत मुझको बरसों बाद।
वैसे तो रोना फितरत है हसीनों की;सीख लो उनसे ये गर रहना है आबाद।
पता नहीं अब कब रोऊँगा अगली बार;शायद बहेगा मन का नमक फिर बरसों बाद।

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